I’ve been a very positive person all my life, really…but sometimes when some things like this happens I feel totally immersed in a sadness state.
Some of you know that because my trips to NYC and the work I’m doing over there I chose to built my studio in the Miami suburbs and to be exact in Pembroke Pines. Last week before my trip to NYC I went to buy a keyboard midi controller for my studio, then to my surprise when I got to my studio I was really in shock when I realized all my equipment was GONE!…Yes! They took everything from my studio!….My wireless mic, two monitor speakers, my computer, bass guitar, the amp, computer monitor, my Fender Telecaster Guitar ( that I loved so much) and so many things what is worst “My songs” they also took my ideas and my dreams from that garage…for me this is a disastrous event…considering that I worked probably 1 1/2 years building my studio for music production…
Now, I wanted to share this with you because it’s a very very sad story in this moment of my career…I feel totally disconnected from the reality since I can’t grasp what had happened in it’s entirely.
There is a song I wrote that says ” But I take a breath to know all my instincts flow, but I’m not too slow to climb, I am too slow to climb” that simply means that I’m in the process of comprehend why this happens to all of us at some points in our lives, why do we have to feel this emotions of loss and anger…and that part of the song describes the definition when you have to breath and keep walking ahead and see the light at the end of the tunnel…that emotion of loss I have felt so many times mostly in the realm of relationship…
All I wanted was to share this with you and express my feelings towards this…this blog is about that, to communicate everything that happens in the course of my life…
I see this a positive event in the process of life changing experience…now, I need to see the horizon and keep fighting for my dreams and “keep building” this career somehow right?
I have a very special person in my life right now, I felt really supported when my girlfriend Jenny wrote this comment in a picture of my studio :
“I’ll always be here for u, I want to hold you tight and keep going foward con muchisimas mas ganas y mas esfuerzo de comenzar de nuevo your gonna do much better I’m so proud of you!!! eres tan valiente de salir de la tormenta y sonreir mientras sigue golpeando this is just a picture that is going to stay in our heart and memory y nos ayudara a luchar por lo que queremos
TE AMO”
I felt encouragement and faith towards my future when I read those words!
Finally I want to share a great book I just finished reading “When Everything Changes, Change Everything” The author is Neale Donald Walsch , it helps you to deal with changes that are occurring in your life and help you “breath” in events like this…
Thanks for for reading my blog, from my heart and my spirit…
Rip
